So it turns out I am actually doing this. After not being able to fully get it together last week, this week I’m pretty much on top of it all. It’s a little weird because last week seemed like a huge leap, like it was going to be absolutely not possible to do all the things that needed to be done. The habit thing, however appears to be right. The more you do a thing the easier it is to do it and the more you’ll want to do it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not fully there yet by any means but this week is way easier to what needs to be done. This course no longer seems like an insurmountable challenge. With each read comes more hope.

I also feel like things in my life are starting to change but so far they are not big enough for me to be able to know that it is all my doing but I’m really feeling like it is. It’s such little things that seem to be happening and they are so subtle that I don’t fell like I can take the credit. I’m watching though. I probably need to direct my mind in a particular way to test it.

I’ve still got to do the blog writing sessions, as I’m in no doubt that you can tell, plus I need to finish the speed-reading course. I absolutely know that these will be great for me and the reading will absolutely speed things up considerably -it takes me 45 mins to read and do all the bits right now – but I’m not managing to make the time. I’m not beating myself up about this though as I know that with time everything will work out.

Right now I’m feeling like change is in the air. Like something extraordinarily positive is going to happy in my life. It’s such a wonderful feeling. The feeling actually reminds me of when my siblings and me used to get really excited about the Christmas was coming. The anticipations would keep us excited for weeks and week. We’d get so excited and be shrieking in glee with anticipation.

Anyway my blog will perhaps never be a “proper blog” but I will be putting down all of my thoughts on the process. Let’s see where the process takes me. I’m excited to find out!