The range of emotions is creating quite a stir in my mood and energy field. I go from feeling total disgust with all this “enthuuuuuusiam”- I was literally screaming “SHUTTTTTT UPPPPPPP!!!!! at screen as Mark spoke.
It felt like an exorcism happening. And maybe at some level, it was. A release of built-up frustration, disappointment. Massive resistance to dumb enthusiasm- what’s there to be enthusiastic about?!
One moment feeling 100% committed, enthusiastic, lol and on board, practicing the exercises with drive and then the next day- hating it all, frustrated at having to do yet another process that probably won’t work.
But then, I feel so good when I read. I feel inspired and motivated- the roller coaster. I am buckled up for this ride!
Love your honesty! This course can definitely “push your buttons”
Thanks for sharing. It definitely can be a roller coaster at times, this incredible journey.