Growing Pains

I am experiencing growing pains. It is a challenge to me to say the least. Dealing with the “I”
is most difficult. The realization of the past to present, number 13 and 14, MKE part 4 hits me like in the bullseye. Honestly, it rings true for me:

If you carry out this idea, beginning with small things which you know you can control and gradually increase the effort, but never under any circumstances allowing your “I” to be overruled, you will find that eventually you can control yourself, and many men and woman have found to their sorrow that it is easier to control a kingdom than to control themselves.
— Charles Haanel, The Master Key System, 4:13

I seek to achieve and retain ,

But when you have learned to control yourself you will have found the “World Within” which
controls the world without: you will have become irresistible; men and things will respond to your every wish without any apparent effort on your part.

— Charles Haanel, The Master Key System, 4:14

I am learning and experiencing personal growth. I practice stillness and I know I can be what I will to be.

I promise myself, I want the world with-in, and I always keep my promises. Grateful to God for
being in the MKE.