Wow, what a week this has been! What a blessing to be in this course and to understand the science behind EVERYTHING!!!! This makes all the difference for me, even if I felt like been over-rolled by emotions…I was so distracted about be worried about a close family member, I could hardly manage my daily program (going to work, taking care of my personal needs and the whole Master Key Experience (MKE) stuff on Top).

But, even if I lack a little bid, I kept with the main program, constantly thinking “you can do this, it is getting better, just keep trusting, just DO YOUR BEST TODAY.” I had moments of feeling lost on my end. Yep, I confess it here and now.

My old subby suggested to skip the program right now, to focus ONLY on my family member, but I stand tall! I said clearly NO! If I wanna help and change on the long run, I have to manage these hard times right now and regain my power and trust and it will work! YES!!!! The FEAR is trying to creep up in me, I’m a slave to the fear that I gonna lose a beloved family member, just because I`m focusing on my behalf!

CREEPY stuff! Phewwww, deep breathing helps, right? And praying, being honest, sending out LOVE, praying again, staying in contact, trying to keep focused again…and back to the start. I did it, folks! I am staying a little bit behind, but I am still here and I am proud that I am still here, I did not quit, I give my best and I love myself nonetheless.

I DO IT NOW! This roller coaster will pass, the emotions will pass and I am growing stronger day by day, No circumstance will break my will to get back into my POWER! And I am showering my enviroment with LOVE because that is what we all need the most: LOVE!!! Here I am week Nr. 6, it has been a roller coaster but I learn and grow ! Thank you MKE TEAM, thank you!