Challamar Rayne – About Me – BLOG – Nov. 1, 2024 – RED

OMG, has it been a couple of years now? Actually it is close to 4 years…. navigating all these unparalleled absurdities while trying to maintain my core peace has been majorly challenging.

Sometimes I was successful, yet other times I was sucked into a vortex of call and response that left me wounded.

This very minute I am so happy, revelling in my semi-reclined, warm and snuggly state…. as I gaze here and there around my sweet new digs on Vancouver Island. Orange glows emanate throughout this rustic little gem of wood, glass and wicker, Persian and Himalayan carpets
and massive healthy plants ~ surrounded by forest and tall wild hedges right on the beach.

I am down to only 7 Himalayan salt lamps from 14 of just a year ago! Moving 3 times will do that.

It’s true. Simplifying really is the way to get somewhere beneficial. De-cluttering the space declutters the mind. Or maybe they go hand in hand. Whatever it is, it feels right. My gut is calm.

It feels like I have been posturing as a handmaiden for excess in all arenas – physically, definitely. And emotionally as well. Allowing all manner of non-resonant forces and beings to have access to me.

Well, Jack… it’s over! How did it happen that MKE and Barnaje came along just when I needed them most? The prospect of true prosperity coupled with the capacity to serve has me all jazzed up… I have lived such a juicy life and now it’s time to give back. I have plans. Oh I have
plans!

It feels like I have been preparing for these past 2 months for decades. Really… when I think of all the networking and MLMs and gifting and online recruitment programs that promised such a lucrative future… only to realize that human folly and corporate agendas would sooner or later
sink my little ships so they never did come in ~ I wondered if there really was something immeasurably better out there.

I am so sick of greed, superficiality and posturing that I recoil like a loaded spring. Uh oh… that is not good. But what IS good is that these feelings that wrench my gut with all their blatant inequality, have now catapulted me to actively be seeking the exact opposite.

It hit me today that my angels, through my friend Nisha, have presented me with unlimited possibilities in both Barnaje and MKE that I can not only get behind ~ but can actually create. Right from scratch.

Well, actually, from experience. For without all the dark sludge, how would we recognize and appreciate the sparkles of crystal clarity. And THAT is what is dawning in me as I look up at the unlimited horizon of misty sea and sky fusing as the sun softly drops taking the light of this day with it – and leaving me with little pockets of awareness that light up all through the night. My heart is on fire!