Becoming the Master of My Life

So, as week 21 comes to a close I have been living in a state of wonderment and joy, but I have also felt the pull back from the past. Wanting to move forward and allow miracles to unfold and yet allowing my past, past relationships, broken promises and the hopes of a different outcome to occur.

Now is the time to let go of the old. Stop giving excuses, time, money and life force to those that will consume you, your energy and good will for their own benefit.

Having survived horrendous abuse, breaking the cycle of abuse has been the most challenging of my life. It has been a lifelong struggle, and yet, I have worked extremely hard on myself, my spiritual practices etc.

As I excel spiritually, I realize I must surrender and let go.

• Let go of people and the past.
• Let go of broken promises.
• Let go of old stories.
• Let go of the old cement.Let go of wanting acknowledgement. Recognition. Being heard. That it is not all in my head.
• Letting go of the anger buried so deep that I am unaware. Allowing whatever is stuck within my body to come to the surface to let it go once and for all. To really heal.

In our MasterMind Alliance. Through a compassionate voice it was brought to my attention that I still talk about the past. That I was still holding onto the past.
Today, I am at a juncture. To walk away. Let go.

To allow the universe to compensate me for my sacrifices, my dedication, being my word and following my spiritual journey and fulfilling my promises as God see’s fit.

That may mean that my blessing do not show up as I had expected, from the people and circumstance that I had expected them but knowing that God has heard my prayers and I have seen my prayers being answered all the time.

Knowing that not only are my prayers answered for others that I pray for, but that I am worthy to have my own prayers answered for myself. Today is a new day, and I chose to make this day the best day of my life. As I venture forward, open to the possibilities, not knowing exactly what lays ahead of me but trusting in the process.

I have been given many spiritual gifts that I have shared with others and now is the time to embrace those gifts and allow those gifts to bless me. Stepping into the new me. Worthy to receive what God had always had in store for me. Waiting for me to allow myself to receive in Gratitude. Learning to love me and Trust in God to provide for me.

See more about what I have learned in my Master Key Experience by clicking here.