Recommitting has Been Slow
This week I still have been slow to recommit. I would really love to take 3-4 days to escape into the mountains in silence, but that opportunity hasn’t presented itself as of yet. So, I’m attempting other things in the meantime, like clearing out an afternoon, just to have some space.
Nothing much else to report, except that I do like the current scroll reading better than the last one. I have nothing against gratitude – I think what bothered me the most was that if I treated each day as if it was my last, like he suggested, I would NOT spend it working at all, let alone working extra hard.
I would spend the day outside, in nature, with family or friends who wanted to be there, enjoying the sights and sounds, making myself ready to transition. Maybe I’m reading too much into parts of the scrolls, but it seems like there are certain sections in each of the scrolls that just irritate me, which makes it hard to read them with enthusiasm, just irritation.
