Reflection is Key
Hello hello,
This week in the Master Key Experience has been a struggle.
The irony of being met with resistance from self and a boat load of distractions outside of myself as this course comes to a close has been a lot this week.
The resistance started with the silence exercise. While so many seemed so excited about the possibility, I did not feel the same. I spend a lot of time alone but I do not spend a lot of time in silence. Not complete silence and definitely not for that amount of time. The idea literally triggered anxiety in me as there is nowhere to hide.
I had to ask myself why am I afraid and anxious. The truth of the matter is I’m still in the process of identifying my old blue print. The shadows of fear, unworthiness, anger, guilt and hurt feelings and how these emotions keep me stuck in the comfort zone.
I am aware now that this part requires my attention and my focus. It’s funny how bringing light to these areas has the ability to unearth issues in self that I wasn’t ready to deal with. Issues that were buried away hidden from everyone including myself.
I always say get comfortable with being uncomfortable but I am aware that there are different levels to the comfort zone. The silence exercise threatened to make me too uncomfortable to the point where I couldn’t fathom the idea of having nowhere to go except for inward.
This awareness is the start of yet another transformation waiting to happen on behalf of my future self. I know that this is necessary and could very well be that key component that’s missing on my journey to Liberty and True Health.
I do feel like this was a big ask from the Master Key Experience but I also feel like it may just be time for such big asks from myself. To get comfortable with being too uncomfortable.
And so it is.
Peace and Blessings,
Lakia McCrae aka Alchemist Kia
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I just love you Janet. Thank you!
Thank you so, so, so much Peaches! I do feel like I’m in the presence of God when experiencing all of you wonderful Souls. The way its supposed to be. Defenses are dust with you Peaches. I appreciate your gift to disarm and your Seeing and Knowing. I’m going to miss you!
The outside world has taken us far from our true self and we have mostly been living a life as a result of the old cement and programmes.
Here, now, you are on the precipice of greatness and being your true self if you take the leap with happiness and the joy of knowing the the real YOU is on the other side to discover and love.
I love, love, love your sincerity, integrity and authenticity Lakia.
Bravo for your persistence and commitment through the difficult. There is great worth in all the work you are continuing to do.