Finding Courage?

This week I have been focusing my thoughts on shaking lose the old blueprint so I can step forward into my new adventure and get myself onto the hero’s journey. I know that I need to focus on my courage to do that and to keep pushing forward thru my old programing and poor mental thoughts.

I am not sure how to chase my bliss. I’m not sure what that one thing is that brings me joy that I should head towards as suggested in the documentary Finding Joe. I have spent so many decades of my life, doing what needed to be done for others and putting myself last that the answers that I am seeking seem to be buried deep deep.

I have been asking in my sits and I have yet to get any clear guidance, but I will persist until I succeed and keep asking until it becomes clear. Perhaps this is why I am struggling to let go of what is not working. But I am fiercely determined that even right now while my life seems to be plagued with hard times, I know that I am shaking the old blueprint free in order to start my new life which is a beautiful vision.

I am struggling with my mental diet as I feel like a failure. With no responses to my job applications and no money, the struggles of the day to day are an overwhelming force to deal with. This hardship is not forever, but in the day to day, it is a challenge.

There is a lesson that I have not learned yet from this experience, but perhaps that is what I will ask in my sit today. If I can acknowledge the lesson and accept that I have learned it. I can push into the successful me that I know is there, just under the surface.

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