Faith and Persistence

Dear Friends, beautiful people ! I know, I should write more about my daily experience with the Master Key Experience (MKE) content and I am sorry. I hope you don`t feel bored about my “easy” writing, the way how I mix in my daily life with all my obstacles and my MKE steps.

Well, it is like journaling for me and there is always so much talk about! Unbelievable how things or situations change in a blink from an eye.

OK, here is the deal: since Monday I am fighting for the life of my 16 yr. old cat Sammy, and this got me good! I know you can imagine how this feels to lose your beloved fural partner after so long. Thank you!

It came all of a sudden, I thought he has obstipation, went to the Vet and the stress began. Two X-rays later, my Vet told me it would be best to put Sammy to sleep. I could not believe it, why? What happened? So fast? WHY????

I am not boring you with all the medical stuff, don`t worry. I was simply overwhelmed and my daughter and I were looking at each other, not ready to say the final goodbye. The Vet said, OK you can take him home for one night to say goodbye, or he has to stay in a clinic, but there is no promise to keep him alive.

We took him home, we have been crying…a lot! And than it kicked in: I decided to NOT GIVE UP, to fight for his life but without suffering of cause! I talked to him, I feed him all what he wanted (not much), gave him patiently water with a syringe, talked to him, rubbed his belly, kept him warm and cosy, talked to him again and I prayed!!!!

I was observing 3 different personalities at the same time: my cat, my daughter and myself. I thought to myself; wow, I really need to work on my emotions! Gosh, I am crying, not eating, counting the hours when I have to say goodbye!

This has to change, I put an extra burden on my cat! So, I wrote down what little changes I saw in him through the whole day, it seemed that he was not ready to give up! Same here!

OK, back to the Vet and she asked: how did the last night went? I told her that I see my cat fighting for his life, that he even drank from a syringe and I don`t believe that euthanazation would be the right thing to do right now! He fought epilepsy and won, never been sick again!

And the Vet replied: OK, here is the deal, we put him on heavy meds for 1 week, X-ray after that, OK? I nodded in tears of joy, grabbed my cat back home and be a full-time nurse since than! Yes, he is doing better. Baby steps of cause, lots of Love and care taking and prayers!

And words of thankfulness! I learned a lot about me through my cat! He is such a cool kitty and that is what I need to learn: being cool and accept what I can`t change! No Drama! But hey, he is still progressing. I keep my fingers crossed, but when he is ready I have to let go and just say: Thank you for wonderful 15 years together!

Wow, what an observation lesson, Thank you Universe, Thank you Sammy <3