Trusting the Awesome Power of the Subconscious
As I participate in the Master Key Experience and reflect deeply on my current situation, I have come to accept that I created this reality through my thoughts which led to certain choices and actions.
At first, I took the route of overanalysing everything — dissecting every mistake and resolving what I wouldn’t do again once I was back on my feet.
But, oh boy, was that a rabbit hole. The more I dug into it, the deeper I went, and instead of finding answers, I found myself stuck. I couldn’t think my way out of it.
In fact, there were moments when I felt utterly incapable of thinking at all, and my body ached even more as if echoing the turmoil in my mind.
I realised that I had been feeding my subconscious the wrong program.
Then came the breakthrough: I found a way to distract myself and redirect my conscious mind toward what I truly wanted and how I wanted to feel. The shift was almost immediate — my energy lifted, and the physical pain began to subside.
This cycle was repeated over and over again.
I don’t have all the answers yet, but I’ve committed to one thing: if it takes me 30 or even 300 moments a day to release negative thoughts, refocus on my goals, and sit in silence seeking inspiration to action, then that’s what I will do.
This mindset shift has already led to small victories. For example, I’ve started reducing the amount of muscle relaxants I take, and I’m beginning to believe that I can cut them out completely.
Something extraordinary happened on New Year’s Eve. I had an urge to visit a consultant I’d been struggling to reach by phone. Given the holiday traffic, I expected the trip to take hours. Yet, to my surprise, I encountered no traffic at all. Even better, her office had extended its hours that day.
I took this as a sign — a reassurance that the matter she’s handling for me is moving toward resolution.
Now, I’m focused on being still and aligning my thoughts. The more I do this, the clearer the path becomes. I believe that as I strengthen my connection with the Universal Mind, the right actions, people, and methods to achieve my Definite Major Purpose (DMP) will reveal themselves.
This journey is far from over, but I am beginning to feel more hope and clarity. See more about my journey by clicking here.