To be honest, I have skipped daily reading a few times as I had a few important issues that I had to deal with. I felt guilty!
I must make a set time to do this (after or before the meals I must do the reading!). I noticed that I get excited with anything new (new people, new projects, new purchases, new courses, etc.), but it is hard for me to keep that excitement till the end…
I dreaded finishing my university courses… this is the same for my physical activities… I get so excited when I am on the tennis court, but I can’t wait to go home before the game ends… I don’t have endurance I realized…
I had to take a break, step back, and then find my zeal again! I am slowly getting back on track and know why I am doing the Master Key Experience (MKE)!
I find it difficult to maintain the energy to stay with all the things. I have had to decide that not everything is as important as the next. Some carry more weight and I feel better actually getting the tasks done that I feel have the most significance. Once I am comfortable with getting the main points completed, I think it will be easier to add in some of the peripheral tasks. I could be wrong, but to me, it is better to feel good about the accomplishments than frazzled, running around in 15 directions and never getting any of the tasks completed. You are not alone in the way you feel.
The good news, you can build up your endurance:)