One week off. No webinar this week. But still, I have assignments due, I always keep my promises.

Oh yay this is our off week. However, I still have some assignments to catch up on. I will be finishing up my blogs that I have not finished including this one. oh the pain of writing my thoughts down on paper.

I feel so foolish, not knowing what to write. I can listen to young children tell me their stories and yet I cannot tell mine. They can go on for hours telling me about what they did during a small one hour part of their day and I can’t seem to find two words to put together about how my life is going.

It just seems so easy for children to be able to speak so freely and not worry about what they are saying. When I go to speak, my head is already criticizing what I’m about to say. It is weighing out exactly what correct word I’m supposed to use or what phrase so by the time my head stops talking to me, I am not able to put together one sentence.

Since I’ve started to take this class, I wouldn’t really call it a class but more like a workshop because yes, it is work. I have found that I am now more the observer of my thoughts and how ridiculous my thoughts seem to be at times.

Yet, I know that by observing my thoughts and then changing my negative thoughts into positive I will be able to change my life. This is the law of substitution. So I try and try again to do the work that is necessary to train my subconscious mind.

I am thankful I can be in this Master Key Experience and learn these new things about my conscious and subconscious mind. I now know more about my brain and I can now do something about it. I will learn. I will practice. I’ll fulfill my definite chief aim in life.