Blog week 1
Challenging week to accomplishment

Monday started with a celebration and managing my daily work. I got home very late and did not do my reading or my daily gratitude. I quickly accepted this up to the next day.
My intention was to take my time and do what I had planned to do in my morning routine. The phone rang, and here goes my plan out the window. Event after event, click after click, well, guest…. I did not do my duties or plan. No reading, no sitting, but yes, gratitudes were done.

I mumble I need to take control of the event instead of the events controlling me.

I need to organize my time, stop feeling guilty for not answering, or stop being concerned that I must be there for them … now.

So, I decided not to touch my phone until my routine is done and processes keept.

The whole week I was emotional with a mix of sadness to madness. I keep receiving emails that mention I have the choices of my emotions … not so sure at first.

To me, emotions are a signal positive or negative that have a meaning and prompt me to think.

Sadness or madness are negative, and I know I can’t stay in this, so to switch to positive some say will think of your dream place. But sometimes our dream place is just not reachable. Then I remember: this just pretend, act so well to foul your own self. Not easy but it works, it tempers me down and allows me to think of solutions, to think of requesting clarity.

Replace my madness by understanding, that sadness was the hard one because I realized that I needed to readjust to a new reality.

After all this well I got back on track and did all my duties at 60%, did my DMP.

So, week 1 is simply bravo and mission accomplished.

Liberty is what I want, and I will do all needed to succeed.