I am excited and a little bit anxious about this journey. I am open to the process and letting it guide me to its ultimate fruition. I feel like I need this in my life. At this point it seems like it will be the perfect balance of introspection, behavior change, guidance and accountability.

I want to use my strengths targeted towards this effort and have it banish or at least minimize the weaknesses that tend to negatively impact my progress and get in the way of me being at a place that I want to be.

It has taken me what seems like forever to write this blog post because it means putting out there what is going on inside of me and I have always operated for a position in that regard that it’s nobody’s business and that except for those very few people that I hold close to me; ultimately nobody really cares.

One of the things that has given me a high level of confidence in this process is the fact that I literally have taken the Color Code test 5 TIMES! Every time it came out the same… I’m a white.

As I reflect back on the TGR course, I am a white. As I explore a deeper understanding of myself and my relationships, I am a white. As I examine how I make decisions, I am a white. So for me; what that points to is that even though I am an old dog, I can learn some new tricks.

I’m embracing the process. I’m ready to learn and I’ve decided that I’m not going to establish or try to force any expectations. I’ve done enough research in my career to know that if you predefine an outcome or expectation you alter the process.

It is with an open mind, an open heart and tremendous gratitude that I embark on this journey.

Let’s go…