First of all, I must start off with sitting still for a whole fifteen minutes. It is very difficult for me to have this new exposure to this extreme sport. I’ve decided to sit still one minute at a time. This gives me practice and builds up some stamina. I then add minutes each time I do it to increase the difficulty.
I get to sitting still for fifteen minutes after a few tries on the same day. My daughter makes weird noises and that makes it even harder to sit still. Models that sit still for artists have the stamina of a lion. They are truly amazing people.
If I created that I went catatonic twice then what was the cause of it starting? Which of my limiting beliefs would cause something so catastrophic? How would I let myself down so easily? I went catatonic in 2016 and again in 2020, before the pandemic. They thought I was on drugs at first, I’ve never done drugs before in my life.
The doctors had to do a lot of testing and gave me a lot of different pills which most of them did not work. One of them made me walk and pace for about 2 weeks non stop. They finally figured it out and put me on ECT. I came out of this losing two years of my memory and then some. I am here to help put my mind back together and to help increase my stream of income.
Don’t worry I won’t promote anything, unless we are allowed. I am struggling to come up with three hundred words. After going catatonic reading and writing were really hard. So hard that I could not even do them at all for about a year after 2020. So I am proud of myself for doing this by myself today.
Thank you for this opportunity!
I am proud of you, too.
It’s incredible to see your determination and resilience as you take on the challenge of sitting still and building your stamina! Starting with one minute at a time is a smart approach, especially when you’re navigating distractions like your daughter’s noises. Your reflections on past experiences are profound and show how far you’ve come since those challenging times. The journey of healing and rebuilding your mind is commendable, and it’s great to hear that you’re regaining your ability to read and write.
Sharing your story is powerful, and your courage in opening up about your struggles can inspire others facing similar challenges. Remember, this process is about growth, and you should celebrate every small victory along the way. Thank you for sharing your journey with us—it’s a testament to your strength, and I look forward to seeing how you continue to flourish!