Hello all – Lakia here.

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed. With the day to day and scheduling the time to complete the necessary tasks have been a challenge. I’m looking forward to a rhythm for sure. That being said, I love the reading materials. I do feel like I’m doing it wrong sometimes. I don’t always feel like my spirit is evoked when reading the words. It sometimes feels like I’m going through the motions to complete my requirements. It is getting easier as I’m memorizing some of the text.

Sitting for the 15 minutes has been easier for me as I’m an introvert and this is the way I decompress. Alone, quiet and stillness is right up my ally. I observed a negative thought come in and before it could compute it was rejected. I was just listening to the birds outside and feeling the air from the fan on my skin and surprisingly I had minimal thoughts.

I have been feeling better at work and find myself opening up more to my clients. This is a win for me because I had been witnessing myself shrinking in that environment. I think its because I believe that this is my way out. There’s light at the end of the tunnel. My way out is within. Although I’m very hopeful I cant wait to write the blog of how I quit my job. Coming Soon!

In the past week I have been released from an obligation that never served me. And even though someone that was once very close to me is mad at me for choosing myself, I now have complete Peace and I’m grounded in my decision. Listen, this person would not speak to me and I didn’t know how it was going to get it accomplished, but it just happened. I literally did not have to lift a finger. I’m so grateful every time I think about it. I do wonder if it was my hearts desire manifesting and my Subby starting to work for me.

I mean it just happened. The power of right thinking, Right?!

My creativity is louder and faster. I cant even get ideas down fast enough before receiving another download. Its cool. My focus has been on getting rid of debt, which has been hard in this economy, yet this past week I found a better way to achieve this goal.

Writing this is weird for me because it tells a different story than what I had been experiencing in my life prior. Shot out to the mental diet because that’s when things started changing for me. I believe its because I was focusing on the effect and not the CAUSE. Amen!

I love this space that has been created for us. I finally have a safe space. Not even my mind was safe. But I’m here, feeling safe, doing the work and I’m ever so grateful. Mark J has been on my radar for years and so far he Does Not Disappoint. I’m looking forward to this ride. Thanks guys!

Peace and Blessings!!