This week I find myself reflecting on the lessons of what we think becomes reality. How in Master Key lesson 7 it is mentioned that thinking about debt increases debt, which makes me realize that thinking about illness also increases illness and answers a question I have been asking myself about the health of my father.

He went on a very strong diet and did everything he could to be healthy but all the time he seemed to be afraid of getting ill. He looked at himself as really old when he was in his 40s. He also joked about not hearing, not seeing and was very afraid of losing his mind and having to be in a care home when he got old. That is what finally happened to him.

His focus on illness led to him having illness although at the same time he did what he could to be healthy. The same, regarding financials. He was constantly working and earned very little money. He worked a lot for free, a wealthy lawyer whom he worked for refused to pay him and he let it go.

The same I can see in me as well, how I am used to not having time and thus I program my life to not having time to do what I want or even need to do. How my health deteriorated these last years as well as my economy.

There was a point where I was thinking only about the debt getting bigger, the health getting worse and that is what happened. I am glad I have realized that and that I am now in the path to focus on what I really want in life and dismiss what I do not want.

It is time to start dreaming big. And to learn to celebrate. I have had a lot of challenges with celebrating. It seems something alien to my life so now I am committing to celebrating everything and being grateful for all the blessings that are there but I do not see them if I do not put my attention and awareness on them.