I found myself going in and out of these two states this week.
I am trusting the process and surrendering to it.

I know at my very core that

“Any desire that I persistently hold in my mind will eventually seek expression through some practical means of attaining the object back of it.”

— Napoleon Hill, Think and Grow Rich

But the desire keeps morphing as I incorporate SMART goals into my DMP and I am experiencing some impatience to get it right.

How much more time should I give to the focusing on the world within?
When I sit for the required time, why is my vision, my mental image, incomplete?

This week as we were required to work with the four shapes and colours ,SMART goal popped up in relation to one of my PPN’s that I had given only fleeting thought to at an earlier period in my life. Now it poured through my fingers and made its way into one of my goals around “true health”.

Exploring, Clarifying and Imprinting the World Within

Is my soul’s desire, my life purpose still knocking at my subconsciousness and wanting to break through the cement?

I am having vivid dreams again.
Dreams of what I would like my life to be and…
Dreams of ways that I have been, that I have been tolerating or excusing but ways of being that have no place in the future I am claiming for myself.

My current world within is being clarified and morphing to align with what I am intending for my world without.
This has been enlightening and sobering.
I know the process is not yet over and am moved to begin to capture these dreams in writing.

I am impatient that the process appears slow and random.
What else is inside?
What else needs to be clarified or reframed?

Self Confidence

As I become more and more familiar with the BluePrint Builder,
I found myself asking, “What is SELF -CONFIDENCE?”

What is the meaning of

#4: I have clearly written down a description of my DEFINITE CHIEF AIM in life, and I will never stop trying, until I shall have developed sufficient self-confidence for its attainment.

— Napoleon Hill, Think and Grow Rich

So I went to the dictionary.
Self Confidence is :the ability to see the best version of yourself and to be the best version of yourself. Self-confidence makes one feel better about themself, find one’s self worth, and it pushes them towards achieving their goals.

OK – so this is helping me look at my level of self-confidence.
The scrolls I and II are helping me to plug the holes and remove the rust from
my self-confidence armour.
I form good habits and become their slave.
I love myself, live and act from love, let love become my sword and my shield.

I am loving the Master Key Experience.
Thank you, Thank you. I love you.