My focus during the past week has been on my mini-DMP – managing my mind in the midst of uncertainty and confusion about my DMP.
There are things I have dreamt about doing for ever so long – and now, I am not sure that these dreams remain current. But then – what else?
I also question my PPNs.
A major aspect of the issue is knowing so very little about myself. I have hidden in the shadows, shrouded in a cloak of invisibility … and I do not know where to find a beginning place in myself.
What is my self-image of myself?
Who do I dare to be?
And before there is any response, I blank out as I hit the Terror Barrier. And the blizzard rages.
Meanwhile, I am also amazed to discover the truth in the idea that my Future Self is a stranger to me.
However, the turmoil of the past week is movement and dynamic. It is not negative energy.
It feels positive.
I have been resilient against resistance – even when despairing.
I have not yet engaged in the task for this week as I am still busy with refining my DMP. I feel anxious about getting behind with this task – and the Master Key Experience (MKE) programme more broadly.
Sharon, your Observer is doing a great job by helping you realize how little you know about yourself. Most people know very little about themselves and…they don’t know it! So, congratulations for being on the right track!
The next step could be to see how to replace your anxiety to be left behind by a feeling of self-confidence and achievement, as everybody knows that what we think about the most often becomes our reality! Great post, that you for sharing! Warmly, Luc.