My Trust is Rooted

Hello beautiful people, here is my experience from week 10 with the Master Key Experience (MKE).

First: I have to confess that I am lacking in doing all my homework as I should do and it makes me sad, because I am afraid to lose what I got already.

I lived for about 5 years on my own after my husband passed away. I got used to it, I managed it and I loved it somehow.

My latest situation since 4 weeks is so different. I am struggling to get everything organized around my family member and her needs, that my schedule after my job is so different than I planned!

I know it is my own failure to not stick with it, but the consequences for my family member are so dramatic right now, she needs a lot of my attention to talk about things, having meals together and so forth. Oh Boy, it sounds like I`m making a Drama, excuse me, I take the full blame, but it is not easy.

All I can say right now is: My Trust in everything I learned so far is deeply rooted and I know deep in my heart that it will turn out with a happy ending because I am not giving up! I just have to find the balance between giving and taking care of my own needs at the right time.

So, I stick to my promises, yes! In both ways: helping her in a pretty tough situation and taking care of myself and my needs at the same time. I WILL SUCCEED!

The MKE is wonderful, it has all involved what it takes and I love it! I am not failing, I am staying a little behind for now and that is what I have to learn to deal with right now.

Thank you for being patient with me, I am sending many Blessings and much Love to everyone, please stay happy and healthy everyone.