Some people love rollercoasters and others can’t stomach them… I fall into the can’t stomach them category! Life however feels to me like a never ending rollercoaster! Up, down, left, right, sideways, up-side-down, twisting, turning, and on and on it goes.
I guess I have a choice to make! Embrace it and start loving it or… well… is there really any other alternative? So it seems like embracing it and loving it is the way to go!
I read a fellow MKE member’s blog today about him asking himself what is wrong with him and I can relate, as almost all my life it felt to me like something is wrong with me too! Especially every time I experience some form of setback or disappointment.
And being a ginger didn’t help much either! Being a ginger makes you stand out in any group or crowd of people without trying and without even standing up!
Luckily in my adult life I got to meet some other gingers and we started sharing our life experiences and I came to a place of peace and understanding with all the confusion.
I now know that there is nothing wrong with me as such, however my subconscious programming has room for a lot of improvement. According to everything I have learned so far on this MKE journey, we have the opportunity to reprogram our subconscious mind.
I find that very difficult as some of the not so accurate beliefs have been with me for decades!
In the process of rewriting the program in my subconscious mind it firstly feels like I am lying to myself and secondly it feels like I am trying to change the real me! That then brings me to the obvious next question: Who is the real me?
Now this is where the fun starts! It seems to me like I get to choose the future real me!
I get to sit and listen to that small little voice inside about who I am and who I want to be in order to start acting on my authentic desires while shaping the current me into the better future me!
I think I will have to get comfortable with being uncomfortable as change is uncomfortable!
I think all the twists and turns of the rollercoaster is just part of the journey called life!
Lets embrace it! Lets love it! Lets enjoy it!
