I read somewhere that the unexamined life is never fully lived.
Yet, I feel a resistance to fully explore and document this experience.
Once I begin to journal so many things open up.
My thoughts become circular and some of the areas
that come up are raw and vulnerable.
The readings and this MKE are triggering.
Haanel’s writing is profoundly educative.
OMG I finally understand the Solar Plexus and why someone
can be stopped by a blow (physical or otherwise) in that area.
But as I am going through the readings, I find myself contemplating and looking INWARDS
Perhaps I am overthinking, perhaps I am in awe of the light that
is descending and promising to engulf me.
Can this really be the path to the life I wish to lead and which
has been so elusive for over 5 decades?
How do I evaluate all the time I have spent learning and effort-ing in areas tangential to my emerging DMP?
I feel this MKE experience will take me on a divergent, and I sense more aligned, path.
I am challenged to continue what I currently do, even the plans
I am currently making, knowing that my life is about to change
in some significant ways.
How do I balance staying the current course until the ‘new path’ is illuminated with total surrender to finding the new path?
Your honesty is relatable. Continue to do the prescribed work, consistently a.m. and p.m. And the answers will arrive right on time. You’re doing great!
Great reflections! The answers will become more clear as you consistently do the MKE work. You got this!
Well, Andrea, you are already on this path, just keep going forward and you will be amazed one day to find your new self looking back and smiling. Yes, it’s not easy but it’s so worth it!