I have to admit when we were asked to repeat our one sentence DMP for fifty minutes, I looked at the clock and started to doubt whether I would actually do it.

I had my one sentence typed out which was reviewed. I received suggestions to add emotion. It was reviewed again and approved by my guide.

I should not have let doubt creep in but it did. In true MKE form, the “Do It Now” cadence started in my head. I began to read it over and over again.

Once I read it out loud a few times, I thought it needed a couple of more words. I kept going until I was mentally satisfied with what I was hearing. After several minutes, I got to a point where I wished I had water.

I pushed myself to continue until I got to the halfway point before I moved. Once I got up, I continued to recite the sentence as best as I could. For the second half, I pushed myself to repeat it from my memory.

I closed my eyes at times so I would not look at the paper. At the end, I was happy I pushed myself to keep going as instructed.

Trusting the process is more of a mental challenge than anything to me. Often I would question the exercises but then my mind would go to the reason I started MKE.

Something struck a chord to participate in the webinars due to being frustrated with how things were going for me and noticing I had no solid answer for something I like to do that makes me happy.

Learning the tools to change my mindset and moving towards my bliss has been beneficial these last few weeks. I am always challenging myself to think positive.

I have to remember the key to being happier in life is being willing to change for my own benefit. I have been living in cement for too long. It’s time to break from the societal normal and be who God intended me to be.