My 15 minute sit this week, once a huge undertaking, has become much easier.
This week has been a bit of a challenge however. My challenge this week has been that I can’t grab onto anything specific to focus on. Last week I loved focusing on the passage from Mark.
I confess one day I felt so challenged about getting in touch with my realization of unity with omnipotence that I reverted to focusing on last week’s passage from Mark.
Today was interesting however. My sit is the first thing I do in the morning after I’ve read this week’s Master Key chapter.
I read and re-read the instructions many times for this week’s sit, and this is what happened.
I’ve always been a bit of a loner. I always feel I need to do things by myself or at least feel I am able to do things by myself without help from others and without asking for help from others. This suits me in some ways, and it has harmed me in others. I’m aware of that.
I believe part of this came from a rejection of the religious path I was introduced to as a child. It didn’t work for me, and I left as soon as I went off to college.
I got no comfort from it, and the hypocrisy I witnessed was disturbing. Amazing what a child hears and realizes after the service is over and the adults are having coffee in the library and talking… but I digress.
Today, my realization was that I have never actually been alone because of my unity with omnipotence. It’s becoming clearer and more believable for me that my ability to think is my ability to act upon the universal mind to bring it into manifestation.
I’m feeling stronger, more resolute, and more confident about what’s to come because first, I am not alone and second, I have great power and control as long as I accept the fact that I have the ability to control my mind… most of the time. Still a work in progress.
Hi Cheryl, I love your realization today that “I have never actually been alone.” That gives me a beautiful feeling. Thank you for your example of perseverance in the sit and sharing. It definitely is a journey.