I am such a fox
So many thoughts and feelings this week that I’m trying to sort out. This month’s scroll has been a hard one for me. I don’t like facing a good deal of reality to be perfectly honest. The exercise we did during last Sunday’s webcast with the lines and our birth date and our expiration date was not easy for me to do, but I did it.
I told a friend about it and she said, “Oh I could never do that”. In truth, I did kick my sell by date down the road a bit, but I did nail one down.
All these thoughts have been further intensified by some recent serious health situations in my immediate family. A cancer diagnosis for someone and another health challenge that’s quite serious have made me struggle a bit with my tendency toward depression, but resolute in my decision to triumph over it.
I gave myself a set period of time to feel what I was feeling, and then resolved to turn the page and exercise my right and my power to use my mind to create my reality on the following day.
One thing that has been on my mind since Sunday’s webcast is what a Fox I am, and I don’t mean that in a good way.
I mean, that in not a hedgehog way. I go in a million different directions and end up going a mile wide and an inch deep. I have always done that. I’m challenged by picking a lane; as my friend says, “Just pick a lane Cheryl”.
Although I did write down the most important aspects of promoting my work, it was crystal clear to me that content creation and marketing that content are without question A and B for me.
I’m still challenged by scheduling and committing to the schedule, but I can see progress and moving in the right direction on both of these issues. I’ll take the progress, celebrate it and build on it going forward. Not giving up.
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Cheryl, first of all, I love how honest and self-aware you are in this reflection. That exercise with the timeline is “no joke”; it’s unsettling, but you did it, which says a lot about your willingness to face things head-on. And recognizing your fox tendencies (mile wide, inch deep) isn’t a flaw, it’s just awareness of how your mind works, and that’s powerful. The fact that you’re seeing progress, narrowing your focus, and celebrating those wins shows that you’re already shifting… you’re not stuck, you’re evolving, and that’s what really matters!