Hello beautiful People, I`m really exited to write about my progress in attending the Master Key Experiences (MKE) this second week.
The fun part first:
I realised that something shifted dramatically during my little PC game, which I am still playing to relax my mind (I confess)!
I could win even the hardest level in one attempt and that is really magic!
OK, not really important during my ride with MKE, but this is how I started to realise the change had started.
While observing me closer I realised that:
I feel less overwhelmed with tasks to do, I just get them done!
feeling better throughout the day, yay!
my job is easier to handle.
my procrastination is way less, awesome!
my health improves, OMG!
I `m getting more selfconfident, yes!
reading in english get`s easier.
I get my printer by tomorrow, oh yeah!
I am feeling already more proud of myself, I love it!
Another fun part:
my singing has reached a new dimension, even songs which are more difficult to sing and put full harms on it, are so much easier to perform!
The self confidence is coming here to full circle!
And now I’m talking about the part, which I’m still struggling with:
Writing my DMP anew. Really putting my deepest wishes and Dharma in a text…I am struggling with!
The idea I had about my DMP got crushed after a long conversation with my oldest daughter about that topic.
Maybe I’m thinking too complicated, maybe I`m just not ready to DREAM my future, to build it as I WISH!
I had several traumas starting from childhood, they continued through my whole live, so I was always in a survival mood!
And now all of a sudden I should be able to have visions, see myself were I wanna be, how I wanna be etc.?
It seems that I am not ready for that, subby is not ready for that, that is so unreal that that I simply need more time to “digest” it.
But I just finished my new DMP Draft, I am proud of myself! I`m getting there, oh yes!
I am filled with happiness, exitement and joy and I know deep within, that I can do it!
I always keep my promises!
So much has happened in such a short period of time for you.
Congratulations!
Adore that you itemized all those successes!! Soon Those visualizations will come shining through ❤️
Well done, Sabine. You are making progress. It often takes many weeks to perfect that DMP, and as you say, you are just getting started. Stick with it, the rewards are great!